It’s too close to the time I deliberately walked away. I need passed time and forgiveness, because the latter can’t happen without the former. Right?Read More God Can’t Forgive Me (Yet): When You Just Sinned
Familiar thoughts invade. Why do I always do this. I hate myself so much. Why am I such a terrible human being. I can’t pray. Anxiety makes the vicious cycle worse, but sin hurts no matter who you are. My streak of overcoming is broken. So much for following Jesus!Read More When You Messed Up Again
The sensation of being overwhelmed is akin to drowning no matter the cause–you desperately want air but you can’t seem to find it.Read More When You Feel Overwhelmed (+ Helpful, Practical Advice)
There are dead stalks everywhere, still rooted firmly to the ground. I took one in my hand and twisted the end of it. It splintered, revealing dozens of small connections within itself. I bet I could break it.Read More When You Feel Frayed
Today of all days! What do I do? Days when the children make you question your sanity, a degree seems beyond your intelligence, all the wrong words spew from your lips, and relationships are strained unto suffering…Read More Raining in the Kitchen: Bad Days
I’m afraid to fail. I’m terrified of trying to accomplish something with all of my might, and have it come to a sputtering halt of inconsistency and wishful intentions. We can spare ourselves the ache of failure if succeed isn’t even our goal…right?Read More the Question of Failure: When You’re Tired of Yourself
In this life, because there is sin and the great controversy between good and evil raging around us and in us, we can not have a painless life. Yet, we can choose the kind of pain.Read More the Choice of Pain: Do I Really Have a Choice?
I want to write, to bless, to encourage, and to share pieces of my heart to heal others. But what the blazes do I know? Do I know how many blogs exist? How many words have been spent?Read More the Best Tape Dispenser: Why I Started This Blog