God Can’t Forgive Me (Yet): When You Just Sinned

It’s too close to the time I deliberately walked away. I need passed time and forgiveness, because the latter can’t happen without the former. Right?

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When You Messed Up Again

Familiar thoughts invade. Why do I always do this. I hate myself so much.  Why am I such a terrible human being. I can’t pray. Anxiety makes the vicious cycle worse, but sin hurts no matter who you are. My streak of overcoming is broken. So much for following Jesus! 

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When You Feel Frayed

There are dead stalks everywhere, still rooted firmly to the ground. I took one in my hand and twisted the end of it. It splintered, revealing dozens of small connections within itself. I bet I could break it.

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